Walking the world away

There’s something beautifully liberating about walking. Sure, many people equate freedom with owning a car—the open road, the power to go wherever, whenever. But for me, real freedom looks a little different. It’s in the simplicity of walking. No baggage, no plan—just the steady rhythm of your steps and the openness of the world unfolding around you.

Sometimes there’s no destination, and that’s the point: just you, your thoughts, and the path ahead.

It’s something you can do anywhere—through city streets, across forest trails (what we often call hiking), or wandering the quiet edges of forgotten places. You’re never stuck in traffic. If you hit a barrier, you pivot. You reroute. You move on.

You never have to stop.

I’ve written before about the quiet art of flâneuring—that gentle wandering without aim, where the city reveals itself step by step. It’s a ritual my better half and I have embraced over the years, our own kind of moving meditation. Together, we’ve traced the grid of Manhattan in what we called the MaPhattan Project, roamed the worn cobbles of Rome’s rioni, meandered through Bologna’s shadowed porticoes, and covered miles of our Microcosmic Psychogeography of D.C.'s grand avenues and quiet corners. All past places of residence for us.

We walk and talk. We walk and listen, and sometimes, we walk and share bites of something warm and wrapped in paper. But always, we move forward—one foot, then the next—letting the rhythm of the road bring clarity, connection, and stillness in motion.

Food Archivist flaneuring in Meatpacking District NYC before it become douchebag central. Early naughts.

It’s one of the reasons we always found our way back to New York—the pull of the pavement, the hum of the streets beneath our feet. It is the sweeping equalizer (much like the subway) of the city in that everyone (just about) can do it - it doesn’t cost a cent. Once upon a time, Gotham belonged to the walkers. We moved through it like warriors, bold and unshaken, owning every crosswalk, every corner.

But something’s shifted.

Now the streets hum a different tune—faster, sharper, less forgiving. E-bikes flash past like ghosts, scooters weave through traffic with no regard, and cars ignore the rules like they were never written. Gotham, once ours, has become hostile to the quiet act of walking.

To step off the curb now is to take a risk—to scan left, then right, then left again, heart stuttering with every motion blurring past. But in the early mornings, when the city that never sleeps has yet to awake, one can silently flaneur.

Evidence suggests that walking has multiple health benefits. Walking briskly for 150 minutes a week can reduce risk of heart disease and overall mortality. That isn’t too hard. This NYT article summarizes some of the evidence. I try to get 150 min in and plus some every week. On average, at least according to my phone, I walk about 4.8 miles a day. I also try to walk each and every day no matter how busy I am. If you live far from work, maybe get off a train station further and walk the rest of the way. If you drive to work, maybe make a meeting a walking meeting. There are lots of ways to build it in throughout the busy days.

In a world moving towards utter chaos and disorder, walking remains a quiet act of rebellion—an invitation to slow down, to notice, to reconnect or maybe, to disconnect and put the world on pause. Step by step, it gives us back a sense of place, of presence, and of ourselves.

Kick around in the wreck

20 years. What do 20 years do to one’s memory? Why are some things so crystal clear and other things, fuzzy? As Julien Baker said: “Sometimes I think I needed to do that, to really just kick around in the wreck and the gross stuff and really see what was there instead of trying to ignore that it existed.”

So let’s kick around in the wreck. September 11, 2001 (aka 911) is as clear to me as that beautiful, early September morning filled with clear blue skies in Gotham. We lived there then.

We heard about “it” on the radio at work but thought the DJs were pulling our leg. Typical prankster stuff. Then, we looked directly south, out of our building from the 30th floor. Straight down that wee island to see the due torri smoking. Then, their tumbling, tumbling 10-second fall. There were tears mixed with fear and just a quiet stagger. Are we at war we asked ourselves? It turns out, we were, and it was only the beginning.

After “it” happened, we walked 12 miles from work to get home through a surreal and stunned city.  It was devastating. It was shocking. It was a wake-up call. Yes, we were not liked by our neighbors. Yes, we were vulnerable. Yes, we were turning a corner.

Many perished with over 1,000 who still remain unidentified. Many were named heroes. Those bagpipes...Many families were devastated. Many remembered our united compassion in everyday gestures among those sticky city streets. But we, our city, somewhat recovered, albeit with scars and scratches all over. Our country, on the other hand, did not and has not. In an attempt to “never forget,” our nation created catastrophic missteps in what our then-president called, “the freedom agenda” resulting in disastrous outcomes for Iraq and Afghanistan.

But I won’t dwell on that. I will focus on that day, and the weeks after, when time truly stood still for some of us living in the big apple. It changed our worldview forever. Immediately after, there was shock. We were shocked that someone could take an everyday thing—something that transports you to other places—and turn it into a bomb essentially. We were shocked that those iconic buildings could crumble so easily. We were shocked that more people didn’t die—maybe the hijackers miscalculated New Yorkers in that most don’t get to work before 9 am and that day, was a primary election in the city. We were shocked that the city that never sleeps went ghostly dormant for months.

Weeks, months and now years after, there was change. “It” changed everything. We invented a new heightened security across every sector of society. New York redesigned itself and many looked to neighboring boroughs to spread towards like Queens, Brooklyn, and Jersey. Right at that time, and for a few years after, the music coming out of NY was the soundtrack of our lives, and seeing bands like Interpol, the Strokes, the Yeah Yeah Yeahs in small clubs helped us forget. The Yanks made it to the World Series but just couldn’t pull off that win that we so desperately needed.

But time moves on and we promised we would “never forget.” But never forget exactly what? I never totally understood when my parents talked about how they knew exactly where they were when they heard about JFK’s assassination. On that morning, September 11, 2001, at 8:52, I will forever remember where I was when those DJs said, “we are getting information that a commercial airline has just hit the north tower about 5 minutes ago.” By 9:03 a second plane hit the south tower. One hour and 45 minutes later, those forbidding towers and all the souls in it, around it, and staring it at were a memory that we can’t forget—playing back in our mind as a series of images with William Basinski’s Disintegration Loops running in the background. 20 years later.